Delirium

He had never been so sure of the future ever before. His dreams were coming true. He was excited and happy just thinking of the days ahead. He had cleared both the aptitude tests for enrolling in the higher studies abroad. And now with the official scholarship letter in hand, he clicked on the submit button of the resignation form.

Within two weeks, he needed to fly. The wings were taking its shape for the long flight. It took him quite a while to sunk in and accept the sudden change in his life.

Two days later, his boss introduced him to the new entrant to the project and his replacement.

“Hey Neeraj, This is Aarti. ”

She looked exactly the same. The same face which he had admired for long and waited for hours to just get a glimpse of her . The sudden introduction had pricked his concealed pot of memories sharply and the moments of flashback started flowing as if it all happened yesterday. He had been given another chance to water the sapling of love planted in his mind years ago, in his college days.

This sudden twist in the film he lived, drove him into a state of delirium. For a second, he wondered whether he is too late.

“Hello”. He offered her a formal handshake and a warm smile.

The tryst was now, with destiny.

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Written for writetribe.

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55 Fiction – How I wished

55 fiction

I was blank when I entered the battle ground. As I started preparing the first dish, I realized, the most important ingredient was missing. Salt.

How I wished then I had not forgotten about it amidst the silly fight with the husband in the morning.

I picked up the phone number for the free home delivery.

Book Review – Done with Men

I have always loved reading printed books. The ebooks and Kindle never tempted me enough. But Indians grab everything if it is for free! So when Writetribe gave away the book, “Done with men” by Shuchi Singh Kalra for free on 12th February, I pounced on the chance.
Done with men by Shuchi Singh Kalra

Travel journo, Kairavi Krishna (Kay) has had it with men. After a series of disasters (losers, philanderers, leeches, mama’s boys and possessive psychos), she is all too tempted to walk out on the prospect of ever finding love. Accompanied by her best friend and flat-mate Baani, she sets off for Goa, hoping to get away from her miserable love life and vowing to stay clear of the male species.

Goa however, has a host of surprises in store for her. Ricky, her pesky ex-boyfriend, is busy painting the town red with his hot new girlfriend. Now what is poor Kay to do, other than overdose on vodka, smoke pot, get an outrageous tattoo and fall off the hotel balcony? She wakes up in the hospital to the tender ministrations of Dr.Vivian D’Mello–young, suave and handsome as hell. Will Kay stick to her guns or will she fall for his ridiculously sexy charms? And what’s up with the mixed signals he’s giving out?

A quick-read of the chicklit genre. The preview or the book blurb had pretty much covered the main part of the book, leaving very little for the readers to count on. I really hoped to find some twist or the other but the story was pretty much straight forward. Though the love theme is set between characters in twenties and thirties, at times, it more sounded like story of young bubbly teenage girls and more of a Cinderella story created in fantasy.

The language was good nevertheless, and was very easy-flowing. I finished it quite fast, which shows the ability of the writer to keep you on the edges. The expressions and the character sketch are conveyed beautifully. The concept of Thought Bubble is quite real and interesting, compared to the usual way of interpreting inner voices. But the precise writing by the author do sounds promising of an upcoming writer, considering this is her first novel.

I would rate it at 3 out of 5.

Blogging journey recompiled.

Though its been written before in bits and pieces in many other posts, I searched and couldn’t find a single post for the history of the blog. So when I saw this blogpost at Vishal’s blog linking to Suzy’s bloghop, I jumped onto to it to recompile the journey of the blog.

Details on how I started blogging.

List of plugins I installed and played with long before

My thoughts on theme mania I had in those days

Some of the posts which I found thought provoking even if they are not the best grammatically.

Why I got the domain name

How did I arrive on the blog title?

When I started the blog, I had no idea that there is something special called “blog title”. I named it the most simplest way, Archana’s blog. The wordpress blog was hosted on a friend’s web hosting website, and I played with themes and plugins and hacks. And then I got the domain name few years ago. I changed the blog title to archanaonline.com because I wanted to get the name popular. Few months ago, when I realized blog title and blog URL are being considered differently in the blogging world, I tried to find a pattern on my blog posts. Mostly I ended up writing some tidbits, random thoughts, totally unrelated. I thought why not name it as potpourri, but I was unsure of the spelling of that pot thing, and wanted a simple word to represent a group of unrelated items. This word, melange came to my mind then, maybe because I also liked the clothing line from Lifestyle under the same name.

PS: Yeah, I am sometimes so lazy enough not to link the words and rather give out the list as such. Its way better, ain’t it? 🙂

Love day updates for 2014

Over the weekend, saw Aashiqui2, to celebrate Valentine’s Day. I know its too late, almost one year after the release, but nevertheless its a romantic movie. The chemistry between Aditya Roy Kapur and Shradha Kapoor, the lead actors were indeed sizzling.

What I loved in it the most is the raw and real feelings, if at all, we were to be believed that there are really such kind hearted persons in the music industry. It indeed had the so-common theme of placing of trust through few words, or based on the intuition, and then losing it, the thin line edge between loving more and being more dependent. Though the love is fulfilled, its not forever. The short lived love story, as in books, which lingers around and leaves you wanting for more of their love sparks.

This was so better than the first Aashiqui, where its just expressionless actors and actresses singing few songs. Heck, I don’t even remember the story. I am largely impressed by this new crop of actors who does fairly well, except for some real dramatic scenes where they faltered like any other inexperienced actors unable to handle both the expressions, and the strength of the words they speak out. The empathetic missing father who keeps talking on the phone, though helps to reveal the talk going on in the actor’s head, would be termed by my definition, not-so-efficient handling of the script.

What I not loved is the way they indirectly promoted suicide. The love story could have been ended on the same note, with say, some disease or accident coming in between. But suicide? Though the actress sums it up in one word, as traitor, it should have been more like fool or stupid. It should have promoted something on a positive note, to show that addiction can be cured. Dependency can be cured. He had became indeed the biggest failure by taking the extreme step, and becomes unworthy of maintaining a good reputation after death. I am not blaming the persons who do suicide in real life, because we can empathize with their mental depressive state. But films having the social influencing capability, and the directors realizing that, I would have preferred a different take, just like bloggers aim to provide a meaningful message or solution to the readers, rather than encourage negativity in their minds.

And in another contrast, I also watched Shudh Desi Romance on Saturday. Parineeti and Sushant were natural and better than I expected, but the script was indeed so awkward and strange that it showed on their faces. The bubbly love story theme is quite a fantasy and completely wrong as per the norms of the society, but the commitment phobia is indeed the theme the film is talking about. There is nothing sensual or erotic and one does not even feel even a pinch of actual love throughout the whole story, everything occurs as whimsical which is so unreal. The script seems so out of place and looks like jigsaw puzzle without giving the big picture in any corner. It belongs to the league of Fukrey and Oye Lucky Lucky Oye, with similar theme of small villages and unrealistic stories.

In the midst of it all, maybe because I was doing more reading on Reiki and the concept of spirit of the universe, I was reminded of soulmates. Stories have been told and still exists of those soul mates who never could be united. It clarifies many queries, as to how we can indeed find love again and again, and each love is unique in its own way, and that there is no right one and wrong one and certainly not the perfect one, but only one of the many we could encounter in our various lives, who helps us to find and be ourselves and also fuels up our personal growth. It also reminds me of the book, Brida, though when I read it early, I could not understand it fully. On the surface, we are so addicted to the physical love, that we tend to forget there is the possibility of divine love too, which can actually bind two people irrespective of whether they are married and not, and it clearly paves way for senseful understanding of live-in relationships.

Free your mind!

Writetribe posted a prompt on Saturday asking you to write freely. I then start thinking, what to write in the blog. About personal events or thoughts? Or post any info on useful topics. The blog should not end up as an online cribbing diary. People will then ask what is the point in writing so personally to unknown readers, if you are not making any money or business out of it. Blogs which are just an outlet to vent off the feelings are meaningless. On this bashing thoughts, mind stops the churning of posts based on its creative communication ability.

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I closed my eyes. The in-numerous questions and the saddening thoughts revolved around me giving a headache. I try to break free from them as told, and try concentrating on the breathing. I notice that it’s struggling to find its rhythm. The devil bashes me on again for the breathing too. Unable to hold even the simple pleasures? And then the angel appears with the smile showering the warmth of loving hugs. Love yourself. Say good bye to the past. Smile. Don’t hide behind the smile, the devil retorted. Torn between devil and the sea of love. The crazy universe!!

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Happiness. Satisfaction. Humanity. Companionship. Understanding. Sharing. Networking. Connections. The words which we think most of our time. The search for friends of the soul. The hope that some spirit of the universe would hear my inner voice, what I actually feel, which I cannot express verbally or through actions. The prayers to the universe to find and involve me in the group where I belong to. The feeling of contentment on seeing few comments expressing empathy, left on the blog by visitors. The reason for why I feel like blogging, sometimes to the extent of revealing the bare personal emotions.

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