Lyrics – Dil Chahta Hai – Tanhayee…

Tanhaai, tanhaai
Dil ke raaste mein kaisi thokar maine khaayi
Toote khwaab saare, ek maayusi hai chhaayi
Har khushi so gayi, zindagi kho gayi
Tumko jo pyaar kiya maine to sazaa main paayi
Tanhaai, tanhaai, milo hai phaili hui tanhaai – 2

(Khwaab mein dekha tha ek aanchal
Maine apne haathon mein
Ab toote sapnon ke shishe
Chubte hai in aankhon mein) – 2
Kal koi tha yahin, ab koi bhi nahin
Banke naagin jaise hai saanson mein laheraayi
Tanhaai, tanhaai, palkon pe kitne aansu hai laayi – 2

(Kyoon aisi umeed ki maine
Jo aise naakaam hui
Door banaayi thi manzil
To raste mein hi shaam hui) – 2
Ab kahan jaaoon main, kisko samjhaaoon main
Kya maine chaaha tha aur kyoon kismat mein aayi
Tanhaai, tanhaai, jaise andhero ki ho gehraayi
Dil ke raaste mein kaisi thokar maine khaayi
Toote khwaab saare, ek maayusi hai chhaayi
Har khushi so gayi, zindagi kho gayi
Tumko jo pyaar kiya maine to sazaa main paayi
Tanhaai, tanhaai, milo hai phaili hui tanhaai – 2
Tanhaai, tanhaai, tanhaai, tanhaai

Lyrics – Page 3- Kitne ajeeb

kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe – 3
do pal milte hai saath saath chalte hai -2
jab mod aaye toh bach ke nikalte hai
kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe – 2
do pal milte hai saath saath chalte hai -2
kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe – 2

yaha sabhi apni hi dhun main deewane hai – 2
kare wahi jo apna dil ki hi mane hai
kaun kisko pooche kaun kisko bole -2
sabke labon par apne tarane hai – 2
le jaye nasib kisiko kahape
kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe – 2

khwaabon ki yeh duniya hai khwaaboh main hi rehna hai – 2
raahen le jaye jaha sangh sangh chalna hai
waqt ne hamesha yaha naye khel khele -2
kutch bhi ho jaye yaha bas khush rehna hai -2
manzil lage kareeb sabko yahape
kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe
do pal milte hai saath saath chalte hai -2
jab mod aaye toh bach ke nikalte hai
kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe – 6

What the hell….

Today, I wanted to write about something else… A movie review or some tech post or sharing goodies and links, but suddenly everything fell apart.. How strange is it that sky gets cloudy so fast? You are in your best high spirits, when you are made realized that you are bounded within. You have your dreams and hopes floating around, and suddenly you see a chance of the bubbles blown down… How do people live for others and their dreams and happiness, hiding the dreams of your own? They keep smiling all the time, when beneath you have tears flowing like a river… Is this what you call a life??? Does life means finding happiness in sacrificing your dreams and living for some others always? Though we know this truth, why do we still keep hopes n dreams??? Because we are human??? I don’t want to be a human being then.. Nothing is gonna change???
No wonder birds struggle inside the cage, dreaming of flying again… How I wish I could fly too….. 🙁

The last words…

PS: From an article in a regional monthly magazine

Laxman was a good looking young man from a middle class family with a well-earning job. In his early youth, he had met with a bike accident which resulted in a severe blow to his head. After the incident, his life moved on without any issues. Few months after the incident, there was a gradual change in his behaviour; he got irritated very suddenly, got angry and violent impulsively, and behaved strangely. His family and relatives considered it as the rage of his age, and decided to get him married. The chosen one was Leela.

The life after marriage was not so smooth as all expected. Leela realized this in the first night itself. She moved on with life adjusting with the occasional violent behaviour of Laxman. In due time, Leela got pregnant but his behaviour never changed. At times, in his rage, he even tried to attack his wife violently.

In the end, Leela’s parents applied for divorce. Laxman himself came to leave her with care, at her home. The case went on in court, and meanwhile, Leela gave birth to a baby girl. Laxman went to see the baby to her house, but her family and relatives did not allow him to see his child.

Finally, Laxman’s family started treating him for his abnormality by sending him to a mental asylum(or hospital), where, after sometime, he committed suicide. His suicide note and last words looked like:

“Leela,
Whom does our child look like? Like mom or dad? Hope you’d bring her up nicely without letting her know that her father was mad, won’t you?”

For you…

Yesterday it was “Happy Mother’s Day”. This year I am missing my mom lot, she is just a call away, but still.. She calls me up daily, but still… She called me yesterday too, but… I still couldn’t say that! Lot many people keep saying that they hug and kiss their mom’s. And at the same time, they hide many facts from their mothers so that their moms don’t get hurt… I too do the same, but I try not to lie.. I just cant… She is always there for you, as a support, morally, when you are down at times and physically, when you are ill… Sometimes we feel that the generation gap has grown up too much that, we say excuses and lies to go out and do things which we feel right.. But I guess we often forget the fact, that no one can understand us better than our mom… I got a sms forward from my friend yesterday which absolutely said everything about her:
She loves you,
She cries for you,
She prays for you,
She gets concerned & angry at you,
She is none other than your mother.
Make your mother smile today…
Happy Mother’s Day!!

I love you amma.. And I miss you too….